I run local in my own truck, gave up the OTR in 2000. I was one who never thought about not coming home on any given day till a friend was taken out by a 4wheeler. Since then I have made a point to tell my kid and my wife I love them before I leave the house, even though they are sound asleep, and usually don't hear it. I always want it to be the last thing I said if I don't ever make it home.
4-6 years I hope to be rolling into part time. Retirement? Well, that remains to be seen. I will not speak about dumbasses out there, seems to always bite me in the ass.