I see my doctor on October 7th. I think my psychologist has enough to understand me;my rebuttal characteristics,my inventive side,my music I listen to,my negative side of talking to the only friends I’ve got the feds even if they ain’t friends,cars and trucks,he seeing how my thinking can piece together sentences way way better than I talk even if it takes a hour or so, to being able to try and color match healthy objects on the car, Problem solving when getting my dads money back, strategy especially law I love talking law strategy even if I don’t even know a dang thing in a law book with my friends up north I’ve persecuted myself and defended myself when talking to them the best strategy to take me out and defend me..
all this i found out after I started this posting stuff on for b bodies is a better way to talk to my psychologist about my problems than unintelligible way of talking to a psychologist where they have no clue what I’m saying or what words iam saying sometimes in a sentence- I might not even be on the appropriate medicine because they don’t know what I’m talking about…
One thing I believe in is if you are a loner not known well by people where you live and life’s been cruel to you in rumors don’t get mad and ramble off at people in a violent way with violent words for not being understood people will tear you to pieces in rumors around town and eventually if you do it enough times you be placed on a watch list and then sent inside a mentalward in a straight jacket making you madder that those people don’t understand you.. Find a intellectual way of arguing get into politics,science,math,criminology,space,stars and speak key words you learned in those areas and speak em around people and you will make the room go silent for you just knowing a word like macroeconomics even if you might be like me the only few words I know in economics but don’t be a fake express you aren’t a professional all knowing in economics before a incoming argument happens like you dont have a clue what economics is towards you… have to express yourself before they express for you because they will believe they won if they say it first even if you know in your heart your not a professional economist… Be a strategist and try and get yourself out of a bad situation be kind with words and cautious with what words you use during arguing when your a subject of interest where everyone around you is looking for something to strike you with especially if you have a very poor talking voice. If you have a very poor talking voice dont sound angry and violent like your going to hurt someone people will treat you differently than someone who speak in the gentle key when angry showing normality who argues everyday with people even saying down right murderous things sometimes about people when they re having small talk at the bars and everyone agrees with the person sitting around ive herd it numerous times and I wonder if I did that with my voice my god I’d be in a straight jacket by the end of the week pick up by local county for under suspicious of pre mediation…
This is my last post for along time…. I need everyone to get back to normal and I think my psychologist has enough to help me cope…
I still have secrets that only my family knows about and my friends up north.. I ain’t no Angel im only a wanna be CIA agent strategist and so arrogant I love teaching navy seals and CIA what strategy about even if 99 percent I don’t have a clue what they have been taught in books…