Another confession where my dad is pissed the hell off at

[XEO1-]

My dad is pissed because he has to handle my depression my destruction my world crumbling because fbi nsa cia won’t come…………… this is how I live seriously…. This is who I really am at heart… a very fithly person who’s closer to a caveman nowadays…

bwck then I wasnt like this….. I wasn’t even a drinker… I was messy but I wouldn’t have beer cans amd cigarettes hanging out with me over night for many nights…

 

[Mopar Hunter]

Keep your head high, don’t stress out.

 

[Z-Man]

Sorry to hear that, I hope things turn around for you.

 

[Durandal25]

My dad is pissed because he has to handle my depression my destruction my world crumbling because fbi nsa cia won’t come…………… this is how I live seriously…. This is who I really am at heart… a very fithly person who’s closer to a caveman nowadays…

bwck then I wasnt like this….. I wasn’t even a drinker… I was messy but I wouldn’t have beer cans amd cigarettes hanging out with me over night for many nights…

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Sir. Lets get a handle on the small stuff, then the bigger stuff. Control your environment, and then your future. You live in a wonderful world, that's always going to reward those that see joy in the little things. Pick up the room, paint the walls and wash the cloths. It can happen.

 

[69a100]

I don't see this as much of a joke, someone needs to get a grip and a reality check! Good Luck

 

[440Coronet500]

Alcohol is also a depressant, I don't see drinking as something that's going to help your situation. You should engage life everyday and find joy and happiness in the little things. 440'

 

[barbee6043]

A smatr guy once said, he never saw anyone become successful and be happy in life after he started drinking. Think about that.
You are the only one that can control your life.
Good luck.

 

[69a100]

A smatr guy once said, he never saw anyone become successful and be happy in life after he started drinking. Think about that.
You are the only one that can control your life.
Good luck.

It's like the saying. "Don't let some idiot ruin your day, it's your day to ruin it yourself"!

 

[XEO1-]

Because I got attention I did this to day as defensive measures also to impress fbi nsa cia…. And this is anything goes meaning not a joke. Still not done I ran out of garbage bags.. I’m a loner so I never get attention and when people literally see my unhealthy side my creepy side and comment I appreciate it.

 

[64BEL]

Are you getting any professional assistance like from your county health and human services department?

 

[XEO1-]

Are you getting any professional assistance like from your county health and human services department?

I coewn my room up then it goes down hill for months I clean again and it goes down hill again it’s never a balance..

what they need is some sort of counciling for people like me who are so bi polar and depressed from immense mental problems and loneliness for my entire life as being loner with nothing even when I work take care of myself have a healthy life I get no benefit from it so I live in filth like a boy without mentorship from a women…I’ve never dated anyone in my life…. what they need is for someone like me to tell them everything thr full truth of what is going on in life….

 

[64BEL]

Have you seen anyone in the past? Have you been on medication for your bi-polar disorder or has it always been untreated?

 

[XEO1-]

Have you seen anyone in the past? Have you been on medication for your bi-polar disorder or has it always been untreated?

No it’s schizophrenia I’ve got. I have a terrible disorder mentally of always what people think about poellepl po’ell’e’o’pl not usually paranoia. I’ve gotten medication from a doctor. It’s difficult to understand coming from me you have to speak to a professional to fully understand my problem.

 

[XEO1-]

I’ve been going to the doctor for 12 years since high school I graduated and have my high school diploma.

 

[XEO1-]

My high school diploma with my not learning in high school shows that teachers was beginning to think I was autistic that needed special Ed or my teachers thought he needs his high school diploma even after I left high school… the teachers understood I was a nice guy who never caused any problems for them at high school.

 

[XEO1-]

Fbi nsa cia catelog this evidence for court….

 

[XEO1-]

Go way back into the past way back into the past in my life…..

 

[XEO1-]

And record it…

 

[XEO1-]

And make sure to record me at thr bar also…. Around people writing to y’all…

 

[roadrunnerh]

@Chall70, I am a professional. Send me a pm if you want to chat.