This is my type of memory disorder

[XEO1-]

In my old phone and I still have it for evidence when I had my encounter with the cyber attack and supernatural anomalies that came from my phone ‘possibly’ that hit global this is how adrenaline works in my mind during stress I put close to a 50 digit passcode in my Apple iPhone to protect this alien technology after I saw the impact this cyber attack did it even halted rasoaton.

I remember Russia got swiftly out of the nuclear pact soon after the Russian scandal began and that around me while I really and truly believed I did all this I then broke it in anger and then thought I need to conceal it I then wisened up and thought man if it’s in my old phone and my new phone why in the world is my old phone special than my new phone and then I got another phone and same thing broke that. Then my dad just didn’t get me a new phone again.

I would have never beable to do a 50 digit passcode in fast pace learning mode without analyzing it for hours before insert it and then walking around with my phone and unlocking it in a matter of 20 to 30 times a day for months remembering it who ever that was just wasn’t a me I’ve ever felt in my life.

and sure my phone will show all the times I was active on it in my iPhone activity chart with a 50 digit passcode…..

I eventually gave the 50 digit passcode to government.

 

[66 Sat]

I'd stick to the old cars if I was you bud.
Much safer.

 

[XEO1-]

I'd stick to the old cars if I was you bud.
Much safer.

That’s what my dad wants that’s what a lot of people around my town want even some guys I guess at my old work where I went crazy at do. I’m scared and the times I feel like I’ve done something terrible that I’d never do or pre meditate to do and if I ever think it I think bad on myself and place myself in a depression is when I lash out like this. I feel i was thrown into something I shouldn’t have never been in. if I make a statement public type of thing it makes me feel better but all it’s doing is just placing me in more and more paranoia and more and more problems while wondering if I’m making people happy who just wanted me to express myself or what if I’m hurting someone or some group when I don’t won’t to hurt anyone then I drive myself to thank god I didn’t write public constantly about this stuff.

this isn’t online every hour anymore like it was. And yes I did write on Facebook a lot a lot in ‘only me’ and friends. Only me posts was thousands. Friends posts was a couple hundred and Twitter was around 50 posts.

I’ve confess to things on Facebook snd Twitter and google like I’ve done on for b bodies but mostly I have never confess to such depth public. I have confessed public but not to such depth.
Things have slowed down a lot past 3 years. I’d go months without writing to them or saying a word wondering what they re planing if they re still watching but I spark back up for a day or two.

I’m getting better but it’s kinda sad it takes thousands and thousands of dollars from my dad to do it meanwhile I still feel profound remorse that leads to very powerful anger towards a punching bag and that I chose as the federal government because it makes me feel good to go up against them and I believe they like being a punching bag.

 

[Hilljack68]

 

[Rat Rod Al]

 

[Beekeeper]

Hold on boys we’re about to boldly go where no man has gone before

 

[dadsbee]

Please find the correct forum for the type of help you need. A car forum, or more so the advise you're going to get here, is not it...

 

[DeltaV]

Jokes, Funny Stuff, Anything Goes

 

[khryslerkid]

 

[Fran Blacker]

This is jokes and funny stuff anything goes so maybe he's joking? If not get help in the right place. Dads not going to help you forever.

 

[XEO1-]

Jokes, Funny Stuff, Anything Goes

jokes,funny stuff, anything goes.. jokes and funny stuff is my fall back… sounds like emphasis like quick and fast lol!

 

[XEO1-]

Hold on boys we’re about to boldly go where no man has gone before

I’m trying to go where no man has every gone before- it’s like possibly going to be on NASA’s unexplained files one day.

 

[XEO1-]

I like this forum because I’ve became attached to it by being on it for so long posting. If I was to go to the chevy guys or Ford guys or Japanese guys I’d have to go through the depression and stress again through trials I have to pass to get inside peoples minds

Please find the correct forum for the type of help you need. A car forum, or more so the advise you're going to get here, is not it...

to manipulate them to believe iam a genius person.

 

[Geetex]

I’m trying to go where no man has every gone before- it’s like possibly going to be on NASA’s unexplained files one day.

You're trying to hookup with Rosie O'Donnell?

 

[XEO1-]

You're trying to hookup with Rosie O'Donnell?

that made me think of south parks Rosie I donnel sky net lol!

 

[khryslerkid]

 

[Cojohnso1]

You only have these thoughts that others dismiss as paranoia because you have been targeted. By the true global/galactic deep state. Not only involving US but other governments. Including those of alien civilizations. An organization that is only whispered here on earth in darkest reaches of our dark web. The Worldwide Alliance of Civilization and Kinetics Organization. It all stems from man's exploration of advanced computing. Leading to only one final solution. The marriage of quantum computing and AI. If achieved? The power is unlimited. Even to undo the fabric of space/time itself. Erasing not only all space and matter. But universal history. Very exciting times. The problem is that it appears impossible by artificial mechanisms. Only the mind has the capacity to even attempt the "Quantum Leap" if you would. Thus this endeavor cannot be achieved by mechanics. But with biology. Which requires the harvesting of very rare and specific neural brain activity. Which I believe you may be the greatest candidate. Congratulations Chall. What an honor.

Have a nice day.

 

[f569]

Worldwide Alliance of Civilization and Kinetics Organization

 

[66 Sat]

I like this forum because I’ve became attached to it by being on it for so long posting. If I was to go to the chevy guys or Ford guys or Japanese guys I’d have to go through the depression and stress again through trials I have to pass to get inside peoples minds

to manipulate them to believe iam a genius person.

Honestly mate, you need to focus on the cars. Listen to your dad, the people in your town and your old co-workers. They are trying to help you.
Some people on here are taking the piss, but it's clear that you have a genuine mental issue and stirring you up or ridiculing you isn't really a nice thing to do - it's easy sport, like picking on a disabled kid.
Try this - don't post anything other than car stuff for 1 month and see if it helps. Everytime your mind goes to some of that other stuff, bring it back to car stuff. Only car stuff.
Try it for 1 month.

And if everyone else could leave him alone it would be nice - imagine if it was your son or daughter with these issues.

 

[kiwigtx]