There are a few of us on this site that already realize that life has it's limits. When you see a young family member pass away, life gets real, I mean really real and fast. I do mine a day at a time and have no time to listen to people rant about who's screwing who over and who's the good guy and who isn't. For many of us 10 to 20 years is the max and I'm not into fixing world problems anymore. I told my wife, why should I plant these little trees in my new yard, realistically, I may not be here to see it grow to 40 foot tall, those days are over. It's not sad, it's being realistic. The circle of life, just keep in mind where on the circle you are and enjoy it, NOW. In all my days, if I never learned a thing, I did learn this, friendship is the only beast, that's never known to bite, until it's dead. I'm starting to spend money like there's no tomorrow, you never know. As a great guy once said, Enjoy life now, it has an expiration date ! As for me and my wife today, we're taking Cora out and let the horses run!! Then stop for lunch and keep going and then, stop for dinner. Life be damned!!!