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Well I was that guy back in the day that refused to do drugs of any kind and still never have to this day. Outside what’s been prescribed for me. Even the CBD I mention was advised by my doctor. But back in high school and on I ran with a pretty rough crowd and everyone did everything - except me. Acid, coke, everything you can think of. Some - I knew but weren’t necessarily true friends even did the hard stuff and the hard way. Everyone always offered me anything and everything for free just to try and get me high and in the fold. Pass me a joint in the car - I’d throw it out the window. Set me up a line or two of coke and I’d take it and blow it off the mirror. After a while everyone got the point - I wasn’t going to do it period. And they knew hell would reign down on anyone that tried to trick or force the issue. I’ve lived my whole life that way not necessarily because I was or am any holier than thou - especially back then I was far, far from it. I just had an instinct that that stuff was the direction to hell and I wasn’t going there. I’ve seen it all with many, many friends, the destruction, the rot, the death and all of it. I don’t why I knew - I just did very early.
Having said all that - I had mentioned in other posts some of my journeys into hell with nerve damage issues and much much more. During one such 10 year adventure into hell of extreme pain and misery In my 30’s I again refused all pain meds - had never had before and didn’t want to go that route. Lasted about 2-3 years in when finally I just couldn’t take it anymore and needed help. Prescribed Vicodin and then read an article about a guy that had come back from a torrid addiction - taking upwards of 80 pills a day was what I read. That scared the hell out of me- but still needed the help. Took as prescribed for several years. When the time came I asked myself do I still need this for the pain or do I just like taking them. The answer came back clear - I could handle my pain now and it was time. So by myself just slowly wheened myself down over a fairly short period of time and that was that. Even my doc asked why I didn’t renew my script - said it was time and I’m done now. No question the stuff is very dangerous - but maybe better than a complete hell of an existence and misery. The key
is to very, very carefully manage your intake and don’t lie to yourself about it. The stuff helped me a lot and honestly I’m not sure I’d be here today had I not succumbed for that period. I’m afraid of the stuff and therefore didn’t and wouldn’t go off the deep end - as I’ve seen soooo many others do. That early article I read had such a tremendous effect on me - I never forgot it.
Having said all that - I had mentioned in other posts some of my journeys into hell with nerve damage issues and much much more. During one such 10 year adventure into hell of extreme pain and misery In my 30’s I again refused all pain meds - had never had before and didn’t want to go that route. Lasted about 2-3 years in when finally I just couldn’t take it anymore and needed help. Prescribed Vicodin and then read an article about a guy that had come back from a torrid addiction - taking upwards of 80 pills a day was what I read. That scared the hell out of me- but still needed the help. Took as prescribed for several years. When the time came I asked myself do I still need this for the pain or do I just like taking them. The answer came back clear - I could handle my pain now and it was time. So by myself just slowly wheened myself down over a fairly short period of time and that was that. Even my doc asked why I didn’t renew my script - said it was time and I’m done now. No question the stuff is very dangerous - but maybe better than a complete hell of an existence and misery. The key
is to very, very carefully manage your intake and don’t lie to yourself about it. The stuff helped me a lot and honestly I’m not sure I’d be here today had I not succumbed for that period. I’m afraid of the stuff and therefore didn’t and wouldn’t go off the deep end - as I’ve seen soooo many others do. That early article I read had such a tremendous effect on me - I never forgot it.