Funny you should say this FMJ. This may sound silly, but if there was a group that could relate to the following, maybe this group is it…. So I’ll open up:
A few weeks ago as I got started with the teardown process, I went out into the garage and didn’t even know where to start. I stood there staring at the car, just trying to put my brain into the right frame of mind to turn wrenches, and make progress. I decided to climb inside the car, for whatever reason I don’t even know. Once I sat in the drivers seat, a sense of calm came over me. For the first time since the accident, I felt completely confident that rebuilding this car was the right direction. It was as though the car was talking to me, telling me everything would be okay. I may have even had a little conversation with my big yellow buddy. Assuring it that I would make things right and that there was more fun ahead for both of us. Ever since that somewhat odd moment with just myself and the car, I’ve felt rejuvenated and motivated to spend time with LemonWedge again.
Could a collection of steel, plastic, and glass have a “soul” of some kind??? I’m not sure…. But it certainly would seem that after 24 years together, this thing has at the very least become part of me.